I know what I've said. I've said that livejournal was too addictive, and that I needed to get away. But now, about a month later, I'm back, with an icon community of my own, called noxious_love. I'm not gonna update this journal anymore, I'll concentrate on school and only make icon posts in the community.

Hope to see you all there.

I've been having way too much fun with LJ lately, and I feel that it's time to stop it. My grades have suffered greatly, and that's why I'm closing the shop for the time being.

Have a great holidays you all, and a wonderful New Year.

As the title says, a video for all you girls a little bit in love with Spike.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=09bHQVGv8BQ

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How does it feel?

Most of the time if feels like a dream. However I position myself, whether I sit or stand, I feel out of place. I look up and my eyes single him out in the crowd.

Even later, when I close my eyes and think of him, I can see everything again in all the beautiful details: the way he moves, the way he adjusts his watch, the way his blue eyes meet mine.

Why does it have to be this way?

Why can't he do something already? It really can't be just my imagination, because I've never been watched the way he's been watching me. I can feel his eyes on me even now, when sun went down and up again since the last time I saw him, since he saw me.

I wish that I could know if he ever thinks about me the way I think of him. Most of the time I live in a fantasy world where his arms are wrapped around me, so does he ever dream about holding me?

Does it even work that way?

WHAT: ''Once Upon A Time In Mexico''

WHEN: post movie

PAIRING: Sands/OC

RATING: PG-13

WORD COUNT: 2051

DISCLAIMER: Characters are not mine, I'm just playing with them.

CHAPTER 1: Glass And James

The rest of the story can be found here.

x - Spuffy is painful love
x - Fresley is gentle love
x - Faith Hill is country love
x - Roses are love
x - ice-skating is winter-y love
x - Spike is blue-eyed love
x - Jill Valentine is S.T.A.R.S. love
x - Evelyn Johnson is Pearl Harbor love
x - Provocative Woman is "men will melt" love
x - The Time Traveler's Wife is love
x - Eve is liaison love
x - Buffy Summers is slayer love

The first video I ever made, and of course it's Spuffy.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f75JktCU8do

1-9: Shania Twain ("You've Got A Way" video)
10-13: LeAnn Rimes ("And It Feels Like" video)
14-19: Faith Hill ("Mississippi Girl" video)
20-25: Lee Ann Womack ("I May Hate Myself In the Morning" video)


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WHAT: ''Once Upon A Time In Mexico''

WHEN: post movie

PAIRING: Sands/OC

RATING: PG-13

WORD COUNT: 1241

DISCLAIMER: Characters are not mine, I'm just playing with them.

CHAPTER 3: Wendy In Wonderland

The rest of the story can be found here.

WHAT: ''Once Upon A Time In Mexico''

WHEN: post movie

PAIRING: Sands/OC

RATING: NC-17

WORD COUNT: 713

DISCLAIMER: Characters are not mine, I'm just playing with them.

CHAPTER 4: Just A Book

The rest of the story can be found here.

1-10: ''Angel''
11-18: ''Buffy''
19: Sarah Michelle Gellar
20: Alyson Hannigan


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WHAT: ''Angel''

WHEN: post ''Damage''

PAIRING: Fred/Spike

RATING: NC-17

WORD COUNT: 3231

DISCLAIMER: Characters are not mine, I'm just playing with them.

CHAPTER 5: Astronauts And Cavemen

The rest of the story can be found here.

WHAT: ''Angel''

WHEN: post ''Damage''

PAIRING: Fred/Spike

RATING: NC-17

WORD COUNT: 1425

DISCLAIMER: Characters are not mine, I'm just playing with them.

CHAPTER 4: No Barriers

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WHAT: ''Once Upon A Time In Mexico''

WHEN: post movie

PAIRING: Sands/OC

RATING: NC-17

WORD COUNT: 1737

DISCLAIMER: Characters are not mine, I'm just playing with them.

CHAPTER 3: Have You Ever Had As Painful Dream?

The rest of the story can be found here.

WHAT: ''Angel''

WHEN: post ''Damage''

PAIRING: Fred/Spike

RATING: NC-17

WORD COUNT: 2151

DISCLAIMER: Characters are not mine, I'm just playing with them.

CHAPTER 3: Tell Me About Love

The rest of the story can be found here.

WHAT: ''Once Upon A Time In Mexico''

WHEN: post movie

PAIRING: Sands/OC

RATING: NC-17

WORD COUNT: 1217

DISCLAIMER: Characters are not mine, I'm just playing with them.

CHAPTER 8: Damned We Must Be...

The rest of the story can be found here.